Wednesday, January 13, 2010
I have a friend who gets me
His name is Jesus. I don't even think that sounds corny. It's just simply the truth. I was driving to the bank today, aware that I was feeling a little sad and I felt Him say, "What is it, Ash?" My relationship with Him has changed and shifted in the last few months and it's not been through what I expected it to be. LOL! But I love that. It was through some of the darkest moments of my life thus far. Along with some really bad choices. So He asked me what was wrong and I told Him and I felt understood, heard, listened to with the utmost patience and kindness. Not judged. And He didn't try to 'fix it' for me right then. It was just enough to get it out and let it be what it was for that moment. And I moved on. I let go of a particular situation/person I've been struggling to let go of just a little bit more. Knowing that the emptiness and loneliness I've felt is dissipating as I do. The loveliest part about this whole thing is that I FEEL Him with me. I hear Him. I sense Him in a way I never have before. He is the friend who gets me better than anyone else ever has or will. Who knows the secrets of my heart and understands them even more than I do. Right now, it doesn't even matter that I can't tangibly feel Him. He is more present with me than anyone else I can physically touch or see. And I trust Him. I trust Him to lead me through this process. To bring my heart through to the other side. Because He is.
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