Logic sometimes doesn't work

Do you ever feel like you're just going crazy? Or a part of you is going crazy? That's how I currently feel. Like the Ashley I knew 8 months ago has disappeared or gone into hiding and as I was thinking about some stuff this morning, I felt Jesus say, "Stop trying to figure it out. This isn't one of those things you can figure out logically." I think I've spent my life doing that. Part of me in my head and part of me in my heart. I want all of it to make sense, ya know? I want the past 6 months to make more sense. I would love for my emotions to sort themselves out and to feel like I'm not losing my mind every few days. Ha! Sometimes what we want and/or feel isn't logical or rational whatsoever. It doesn't make sense and so when you try to apply logic to it, it doesn't work. It just makes everything more confusing. I don't have an answer for what you do with it either. I asked that question directly after I heard Him say that and His response was, "What do you want to do?" And my answer is that I have no clue at this moment. All I know is that logic sometimes doesn't work.